So there’s this thing you dream about, yeah? It can be whatever you want it to be: a woman, riches, power. In my case, let’s just say it’s a Tribble, and if you don’t know what Tribbles are, I envy you for not having Star Trek fans in your inner circle.
And in this dream — that was both figurative and literal, by the by — you yearn and yearn until you finally get this thing, and for a very short time, you’re very happy. But then, before your eyes, with the speed at which such things can only happen in dreams, that thing you always wanted begins to smother you. If it’s power, maybe it’s the accompanying responsibility; if it was a woman, maybe she’s far less than you had idealized. In my dream, it’s a Tribble. And if you don’t know what Tribbles are, then my dream would be even scarier to you than to me.
Pretty soon, you’re literally drowning beneath that thing you always wanted; it’s killing you, crushing you. That’s the trouble with Tribbles, I hear.
But then, just before your last breath runs out, you wake up, still clutching at the beauty of the thing you always wanted, and you return to sleep, hoping to try that dream one more time.
This is only bothersome because the remix is titled abandon.error, for a song called abandoner. And because I sometimes take my psychology degree too seriously.